Tampa, Florida -- The woman whose boyfriend is accused of murdering their unborn child by secretly giving her abortion pills, says she's afraid for her own life too.
Remee Jo Lee, 26, says if John Andrew Welden gets out of jail she's afraid he'll come after her.
The revelation is part of the testimony given by Lee at a restraining order hearing last month.
She loves him, but she hates him. She fears him, but still wonders what life might have been like for them with their baby.